I made my decision. “Thank you for everything.”
He smiled, kissed me directly on the lips, hugged me tightly, turned and went out the door. XXNX Time slowed to a creep. I had just had sex with two guys, both climaxed deep inside me several times, but my body had firmly retaining everything somewhere deep within me. Finally I gave up. Each mile my tension increased. His rhythm started right away. The solution was in my hand. I now understood it and my movements assured he now understood it as well. One event stands out so vividly in my memory and demonstrates how my world had changed. He did not look at all scary any more. Standing in front of the mirror drove me to tears.
