I scream as I grab his hand, stopping it just short of entering me. I know the rule that you can’t dream about someone you’ve never seen before and until today I would have accepted that as true. XXNX I fight to open my eyes again, my vision is blurry I can barely make out anything. I start to fall in and out of consciousness. The man who had a key to my apartment, one of the maintenance guys, one I’d never seen before today, he was new and just started, today was his first day. I see blood, a lot of blood. I fight against the dead weight of my body, trying to get myself to move. Oh shit, oh shit, I realized I wasn’t dreaming and was drugged, raped, and had attacked someone, someone who really was in my home. ‘Oh god, please no!’




















