That just gave me another reason to hate every possible thing in my life. XXX Almost two days without water and I had to fight so hard for such a tiny stream of heaven. Weakly, I wiped the sandwich and juice box from the dresser. I hated him. I was hopeless. Walking me into the filling bathtub, I dropped down into the warmest water. “Y-you can hug me now if you still wa-want to,” I cried pathetically. I just looked up to my dresser and noticed a ham sandwich on a paper plate with an already opened juice box next to it. “What?” he cooed back in the most gentle voice. I felt so incredibly guilty but for some reason, I just couldn’t stop him. That just gave me another reason to hate every possible thing in my life. I wanted to cry as I finished
