I’m sorry your eighteenth year wasn’t quite as sweet for you as you had hoped, but at least the end result wasn’t all bad, if I understood you correctly.]
I remember you said: “You have to swallow it, Katy. And yeah, I did swallow a little, just because I felt like it and I knew dad wanted to see me do it. XXX I learned these things too late, but I don’t blame my dad for that. If you think that’s embarrassing, think of how embarrassing it is if you try to jump directly into it. You should be the one making the decisions, and if your dad doesn’t understand that, then you shouldn’t be doing it.
