Did she read my thoughts? And I am well aware that I’m overcome with pain and grief because we lost our loved Debbie, my partner, her mom. XXX I’m resting one hand across the lower end of her soft, round butt-cheeks and the other on the back of her head, caressing her hair and gently massaging her scalp. Yes, that’s it. My lower back, my tailbone and butt are really sore. Slowly I’m getting used to this position. “Thank you, dad. It feels like for some reason Ava wants me to be sexually close to her. And I am well aware that I’m overcome with pain and grief because we lost our loved Debbie, my partner, her mom. It feels so heavenly! You can reach the towels and pans, they’re just here and you can easily wash my back and legs.” I’m feeling trapped.
