The pain is massive and I think that I must be really twisted doing this to myself. I can feel some faint electric shocks on the clips. XXNX There are moments when I don’t have a break from electric shocks. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverse fantasies. I’m keep smiling and encouraging my audience “Come on guys – hit me harder I know you want to”. I push start button on the clock and the clock start ticking, in exactly five minutes all watchers agreed to hit the tips at the same time. No more hiding and pretending.” I know that I have to do it. And I listen to the whisper. I want to stop this madness and protest but I can’t say anything, I cant focus or do something, I’m paralyzed and bound by pain.




















