finally we were in school, “later” was the last we spoke until the walk home. XXX get up eat breakfast, use bathroom, shower, dress, and walk out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt winter jacket, oh ywah i forgot to mention im a fat kid in northern Vermont, not popular and a social outcast. “what u want to drink courtney”? i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. i HATE winter!” i quickly let go of her hand. “honestly, i feel like shit, look like shit, and dont give a shit” “u dont look like shit, but u sound sick” i said to her, man where am i getting all this courage from? “percect” was the only word she said before taking my hand and pulling me i to my room. “thanks” “no prob” i replyed.
