I still hadn’t quite found my voice again. XXX I had no idea of the time that has passed, but I must have left Jodie’s four hours earlier. I dared myself, the lift was arriving I was facing the doors; my blood was pounding with excitement. Then it clicked my boys coming home from school; they were either already in the house or about to arrive. I saw my car, parked nearby and walked over to it. If my nerve held, I would phone her from home in an hour. I repeated my first stance to the lift and once moving downwards slipped my coat on and belted it up and arrived in the car park without seeing another soul. I masturbated about that video, quite often, then in over the years, my fantasy changed, so finally by the time I was about 18 that woman
