“I have never been a good mother to you but I am trying, desperately trying to be there for you,” Mom says and I finally address her,” I just want to put you and me together again and more and more everyone is looking at me like I’m postponing you leaving me behind and never looking back.”
“And I should, you never looked back for me. Xnx I don’t know what to do here; there is something people should do in situations like this but for the life of me I don’t know what to do. “Uggghh, yes it’s for Christmas and I’m going to miss my bus,” I am straining to get out the door. I don’t walk around and look to the girls passing by her office door, it’s just different to me as they are all looking and watching me.
