I had told her on the phone before leaving home, that I was going to kiss her when I walked through the door. XXNX It was not much of a town, just a tired and worn out little place that had never been anything and never would. We both had baggage from our past experiences that did affect the way we felt and looked at things. Sometimes our “filter” which is set in place and controlled by our experiences in life, will change or modify those things we pass through it. I think it took her by surprise, as she really didn’t kiss me back…and it didn’t last long…and I think we both felt a bit uncomfortable when it was over. Even with that, I had a hard time getting her to allow herself to go that far.
