We don’t keep secrets but I have this one, this awful one: The truth is that I’ve only been pretending to share your frustration at not getting pregnant because telling you might make you think I don’t want to carry your baby. Oh, yes, your shoulders. Xnx I forgot about that one but your face lights up and, man, my whole world lights up at you looking at me like that. Do other men like to have their nipples sucked or like to be touched gently, with just the fingertips and nails? They change with the lighting, the palate around you, your emotions. I love this bed. Lord, but don’t you look fine! Do other men use sex as a profound articulation of adoration, duty, and love? It’s an outrageous forest green on black lace but I know you love it. I can feel your warm
