It was on trembling legs that I left the room, aching to run back and hold her, to tell my friends to get the hell out and just be with her. You’ve got a tight young body he enjoys, but you don’t have the soul, the passion, the joie de vivre to really engage him. XXNX “I just never believed you meant it. Who’s this little number belong to? I do it, but I don’t expect you to do anything for me in return. Derek glanced at me before also sliding his chair over for a better view. It looked like one of the legs on the table was bent. I could hear and feel my own sadness reflected back in her. I had a kegerator in my game room, but after a boozy month in which I tried to drink away Amber’s death I hadn’t




















