We stayed that way for a short time, and then with his eyes still closed he stepped forward and directly up against me. “Shut up!” Daddy told me, “or I’ll give you something to really cry about.” He has said that to me plenty of times before, and I’ve always managed to quiet down, but this time I was just too scared. XXNX He still had his big hand on the back of my neck, but he was no longer trying to move my head forward or his thumb into my mouth. So, I cried. We stayed that way for a short time, and then with his eyes still closed he stepped forward and directly up against me. Daddy stopped moving his thumb into my mouth eventually; like I said, I don’t know how much time later and just paused with his thumb just at the
