I half whisper, half cry asking ‘you’ to be gentle. XXNX I decide to walk along the wall, something to lean against in my dream that is now turning into a nightmare, almost. I look back along the way I’ve walked, the sea is much calmer there. I wanted to be fucked… but this is painful… and yet it feels good… feels damn good. The waves are agitated now. I decide to walk along the wall, something to lean against in my dream that is now turning into a nightmare, almost. I think I know what is coming… the ones on my face… and I taste ‘you’ for the first time. I am barely paying attention to anything except the feel of the rock wall and don’t even realise when the murmur of the sea recedes and when the darkness gets inky.
